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5617) My Mad Fat Diary triggers me so much, but I really love it. Rae is fantastic! She is really funny, and she is the kind of girl I want to be. But I can’t because she’s fatty. This makes me feel awful.

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5618) One of my friends is on a diet and everyone is constantly talking about it. But she knows nothing about health and thinks that X are healthy and I just laugh. So today at lunch, I gave in and bought Y, and my friend who’s on a diet was like “No! no! keep those away from me. Omg!” I ended up throwing away the Y.

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5620) Whenever my dad talks of my ed he says “I guess you plan on being single forever because boys don’t find someone as skinny as you attractive.” I guess that’s supposed to make me want to eat? Fat chance.

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5624) Is it possible to have “recovered” and suddenly fall back into old habits? I’m at the beginning of it all once again, and this time is worse than ever before. Plus, this time my mother doesn’t want me to see my therapist.. I guess I’ll have to start cutting again, maybe then she’ll realize I need help.

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5627) At what point does restricting your intake indicate something is wrong? This can’t be an ed? I barely eat X calories a day. I’m constantly obsessing but I want to know when it turns from a ‘diet’ to something worse. I’m obese anyway so it doesn’t count.

(Source: confessionsabouteds)


5628) When I loose weight, I will look better, magically become taller, look well proportioned, do better in school, have a boyfriend, have lots of boys and girls staring at my body, win in everything I try, get healthier no matter which way I archieve the weightloss, get nicer hair, prettier nails, prettier bones and will, of course, be more open and loved by everyone.

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5629) I’m at a point where all I want is to tell my parents what is going on in my head to get help but my mom is suffering depression herself and my dad is busy and stressed out all the time. I don’t want them to feel worse than they already do so I just keep suffering quietly.

(Source: confessionsabouteds)